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    Zeyneb Umit Belbez

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April , 2008
                                                                                                 

 

What we offer:

 


This monthly newsletter is a gift from me to you, please feel free to pass it on, or offer feedback and comments. All the articles and channels are here for your discernment and enjoyment.

Felicita Center offers seminars, workshops, meditations, classes, channelings, concerts, and Native American ceremony. Felicita Center is also a dach'okaah goz'aa of the Church or Earth Wisdom, of the Tlish Diyan Lineage, a 501 (c) 3 Spiritual organization. The resident Okaah yedabik' ehi...Priest is Mary Jones, and the Spiritual founder is Maria Yraceburu.

The Church of Earth Wisdom offers programs designed to help you understand you are the dancer and the dance, the creator and the creation, and unlimited vision and health are yours merely by living within energetic patterns of Earth cycles.

Following Ancestors Earth Wisdom non profit 501 (c) 3 vision community of the heart. http://www.followingancestors.net

This is a sacred space for Family to gather. ALL EVENTS ARE RSVP ONLY

Go to the events page to see details of all events at www.felicitagrowthcenter.com or click on the event title below.


   

Special Announcements and Upcoming Events:

 

 

 

The Kekelt Llamas program for Youths 13 th 18

Meets monthly in Escondido at the Watson Llama farm:

If you know youth between the ages of 13 and 18 who are called to connect with llamas and build self-esteem and resiliency, learn effective communication and cooperation skills and practice conscious decision making, please share with them the Kekelt program (Kekelt means juvenile hawk in Quero Apache). Youth in the Kekelt program will:


v Build self-worth and self-understanding
v Cultivate trust in relationships
v Become conscious of emotions and how to express them
v Learn how to be respectful of the boundaries of self and others
v Gain in self-understanding and in the understanding of others’ needs and motivations
v Learn about the care and nurturing of self and others
v Feel a strong sense of belonging in the world
v Develop a deep appreciation of all of life
v Increase acceptance and love of self
v Develop greater self-reliance and resiliency
v Gain confidence in communicating with peers, family members and adults

By connecting to the llamas and the natural world, youth are able to recognize their strengths, improve their communication skills and build their emotional awareness and self-worth. Youth are innately drawn to llamas as compassionate mentors. All children are connected to the present moment when in the presence of llamas.


The llama's intuitive curiosity about humans can rebuild a child's sense of self-worth, and hence, their well-being. It is a life-affirming experience for a child to participate in a llama quest and to feel a deep connection to these majestic creatures. For example, as children share their heartfelt concerns with the llamas, they are touched as the llamas listen attentively to their every word. Or as children lie in a meadow at the ranch completely immersed in watching hawks in flight, they are thrilled when they look up to discover that they have been perfectly encircled by fascinated llamas who have silently gathered to observe them.


The Kekelt program meets the first Saturday of the month from 11-3 at the Watson llama ranch in Escondido.

May3rd is the first meeting but youth are welcome to join us any time.

Learn more by going to our website:
http://www.followingancestors.net/healing_files/llamateen.html

Please feel free to have parents/youth call or email Pryia with questions and/or to RSVP. Her phone number is 858-699-5822.

 

Ongoing:

Heartsong Vibrational Healing and Allignment sessions and CD now available...

Mary Jones Channeling Heartsong, Spiritual Life Coach & Reiki Master

Vibrational alignment sessions with Heartsong/Heartspeak

This is a vibrational healing tool for alignment and personal revelation.

In these sessions together we create a space where human and Source can come together in communion. Read what people had to say after their private session by clicking here.

Please contact me with any questions and to make an appointment at 760-294-4266 or E-Mail mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

 

Mary Jones interviewed about Heartsong on internet radio 9-3-07:

Life Beyond Reason Radio Show with Margo Carrera

Click here to hear the interview

 

To sample CD and purchase click here

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RSVP REQUIRED FOR ALL EVENTS PLEASE

 

For updates and additions go to the website events calendar

For directions and RSVP PLEASE: Mary 760-294-4266 or Mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

April 26th 7:30pm

Talking Circle:
Evenings of enlightened discussion, growth, channeling and healing

On our path of self discovery, we are opening up to our greater Selves. As unique facets of the Divine, we all have our own ways to shine, to express our individuality in how we live, think, feel, and interact with the world, yet we all are part of the One.

In these evenings we have a sacred space to talk about all the changes we are going thru as individuals, and globally. These are evenings of sharing as well. I have the DVD player available for sharing special films that focus on the topics many of us are wanting to learn more about.

I want to provide a sacred space for all of us to continue to evolve, at our own pace, in our own way, and to feel comfortable to share their gifts of channeling healing & teaching. I feel a sense of community is important, especially in these times. Come join us!

Cost $5.00
Time: 7:30pm

 

May 2nd

Offsite event: Heartsong vibrational Healing Concert
at The Village Witch
click on this title for details

 

May 3rd 6pm

Beltane Ritual with Morgaine

Beltane

Suggested donation $10.00, and Potluck

RSVP Mary 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

Beltane is a major sabbat for Wiccans and is celebrated around May 1 in the northern hemisphere and November 1 in the Southern Hemisphere. Beltane has long been celebrated with feasts and rituals. Beltane means fire of Bel; Belinos being one name for the Sun God, whose coronation feast we now celebrate. In the old Celtic times, young people would spend the entire night in the woods "A-Maying," and then dance around the phallic Maypole the next morning. Older married couples were allowed to remove their wedding rings (and the restrictions they imply) for this one night. It is legend that children conceived at Beltane were gifted by the gods. May morning is a magickal time for wild water (dew, flowing streams, and springs) which is collected and used to bathe in for beauty, or to drink for health. At this time, life is renewing itself. Birds and animals are mating. In the fields, newly planted seeds are beginning to grow. This is the time to fertilize your dreams with action.

In Ancient times on May Eve, the Druids would light the Beltane fires on hilltops in order to bring the sun’s light down to earth. Nine woods were used in the Beltane fires, Birch, Oak, Rowan, Willow, Hawthorn, Hazel, Apple, Grapevine, Fir. When the wood burst into flames, it proclaimed the triumph of the light over the dark half of the year. People leap through the fires for blessing, healing and protection. Cattle and other livestock were walked between bonfires for the same reasons before being taken to their summer pastures. When the fire died down, the embers were thrown among the sprouting crops to protect them, while each household carried some back to kindle a new fire in their hearth. Maypoles are erected and bright ribbons are entwined around it. The Maypole, a phallic symbol, represents the masculine. The soft, colorful ribbons represent the feminine.

Other May Day customs include: walking the circuit of one's property ('beating the bounds'), repairing fences and boundary markers, processions of chimney-sweeps and milk maids, archery tournaments, morris dances, sword dances, feasting, music, drinking, and maidens bathing their faces in the dew of May morning to retain their youthful beauty.

This date has long been considered a 'power point' of the Zodiac, and is symbolized by the Bull, one of the 'tetramorph' figures featured on the Tarot cards, the World and the Wheel of Fortune. (The other three symbols are the Lion, the Eagle, and the Spirit.) Astrologers know these four figures as the symbols of the four 'fixed' signs of the Zodiac (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius), and these naturally align with the four Great Sabbats of Witchcraft.

In our ritual, we will light the Beltane fires and observe only a symbolic great rite with sword and cauldron. The Lord and Lady will be invoked in one couple for this rite. We will have ladies dance around the maypole as the men drum. The Priestess will have on hand instructions for a private Great Rite ritual and can discuss it afterward with anyone who has questions. While this ritual is written as family friendly, Beltane is a ritual celebrating life and sexuality. It is recommended that you discuss this ritual with children before you choose to bring them. Contact Morgaine (morgaine325@yahoo.com) with any questions, prior to arriving.

May 17th

Breathflow Experiential workshop click on this title for details

With Christian Minson

May 20th 7:00pm

Naylin Lage and the Remembrance Channel by Maria Yraceburu

$25 Felicita Growth Center Escondido CA 92078 Call Mary @ 760-294-4266 or email mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com to RSVP* and receive directions

Join internationally acclaimed Native American evolutionist and author Maria Yraceburu for Naylin Lage and the Remembrance, an extraordinary channel inspired by the cyclic time of Rainbow Serpent Prophecies.

Heralded as one of Maria's most powerful presentations great grandmother Naylin Lage gives information that provides confirmation and guidance in the most down to earth manner available.
Maria Naakai ts'iloose Yraceburu's name literally translates into "returning star " and "snake heart. "

Maria is an author and ceremonialist of the traditional snake medicine lineage Tlish Diyan .
Maria heads FollowingAncestors and its nonprofit partner EarthWisdom http: /www.followingancestors.net and is responsible for the continuance of the sacred knowledge that has been passed from one generation to the next.
She has been trained in tradition philosophy and discipline which projects responsible co-creation and life affirmation.
When her grandfather died she was sent to study with different traditions to learn the ancient earthways that they were preserving.

Maria authored Prayers and Meditations of the Quero Apache Bear & Co. 2004 and Legends and Prophecies of the Quero Apache Bear & Co. 2002 as a sharing of this sacred prophecy fulfillment with the world. She is recognized as one of four lineage carriers today.
Her website: www.followingancestors.net

May 22nd

7:00pm Heartsong Concert at Felicita Growth Center in San Diego

This evening Join Mary Jones, singer of Heartsong for an evening of vibrational healing and alignment.
This intimate gathering will create Sacred space for experiencing the Divinely inspired languages both sung and spoken, acting as a carrier wave for Divine Love.

Cost: $20.00

Contact Mary for RSVP (important as space is limited) and directions 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

May 24th

Talking Circle:
Evenings of enlightened discussion, growth, channeling and healing

RSVP Please

On our path of self discovery, we are opening up to our greater Selves. As unique facets of the Divine, we all have our own ways to shine, to express our individuality in how we live, think, feel, and interact with the world, yet we all are part of the One.

In these evenings we have a sacred space to talk about all the changes we are going thru as individuals, and globallyThese are evenings of sharing as well. I have the DVD player available for sharing special films that focus on the topics many of us are wanting to learn more about.

I want to provide a sacred space for all of us to continue to evolve, at our own pace, in our own way, and to feel comfortable to share their gifts of channeling healing & teaching. I feel a sense of community is important, especially in these times. Come join us!

Cost $5.00
Time: 7:30pm
For directions and RSVP PLEASE: Mary 760-294-4266 or Mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

May 25th

Heartsong Workshop

To further enlighten regarding the power of voice in healing and connection to the Divine.
This will be an interactive workshop, including the exploration of self healing with sound.

Mary wil also be singing Heartsong for Seaside Center for Spiritual Living in Encinitas for their 9 am & 11am services (Healing call to worship).

Time: 1:30 to 4:30
Location: Seaside Center for Spiritual Living in Encinitas
Cost: $25.00
For registration and payment details go to: www.seasidechurch.org
1613 Lake Dr, Encinitas - (760) 753-5786

For questions about the workshop contact Mary at 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

June 1st

Heartsong concert in Las Vegas at the Desert Shores Racquet Club "Sail Club"

Ken Davis and Mary Jones will be performing a beautiful vibrational healing concert!

Ken is the #1 ambient music composer in Australia www.kendavismusic.com here for a limited time in the USA.

This intimate gathering will create Sacred space for experiencing beautiful Divinely inspired music by Ken and Heartsong by Mary: languages both sung and spoken.
These angelic sounds act as a carrier wave for Divine Love.

Cost: $20.00
RSVP & directions Charmaine: 702-251-8200

During Mary's stay in Las Vegas she will be available for Heartsong private sessions at a separate location.

Private Heartsong sessions in Las Vegas:

You will experience Divinely inspired languages, both sung and spoken, and toning along with energy work. A CD of your session is included.
Cost: With Lightworker discount $99.00
Thru Heartsong, Sacred space is created for you and Source to come together in communion.

Contact Mary with any questions 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

Contact Charmaine for details for both the concert and the private sessions: 702-251-8200

 

 

Notable Lightworker Christian Minson

 

 

I met this wonderful healing facilitator in Encinitas, thru a dear friend of mine, Ken Davis.
Christian has been a pleasure to get to know. His presence is one that radiates peace and alignment with Divine purpose.

I look forward to hosting his workshop this coming May 17th!

Mary Jones
Founder and Director of Felicita Growth Center


Bio for R. Christian Minson, Certified Transformational Breath Facilitator

R. Christian is a Certified Transformational Breath Facilitator dedicated to serving the needs of all people in physical, mental/emotional or spiritual distress. His emerging mission is to encourage others to fully express their innermost passion, through his own example and use of the tools and techniques he has garnered over the years.

Monastic Life and the Breath
From early in life Christian was drawn to seek “something more” out of life, often finding disappointment in material experiences that promised much, but delivered little. This led him to join one of the branches of the ancient Swami Order, brought to the west by Paramahansa Yogananda. For 10 years Christian served as a monastic, formally dedicating himself to the study and practice of meditation techniques that focused on the breath and its affect on human consciousness and divine potential. His practiced the techniques for an average of 4 1/2 hours a day.

Transformational Breathing
Christian’s introduction to the technique of Transformational Breathing coincided with the major life decision to transition out of the ashram/monastery and back into the world. The technique was such a godsend for helping him through the difficult emotional process of this transition, and such a natural extension of his previous study that the desire grew in him to share this gift with any and everyone that was receptive.

Christian studied directly under Dr. Judith Kravitz, co-developer of the Transformational Breath technique, and founder of the Transformational Breath Foundation. He took the fast track to acquiring all the training and practicum hours under Judith necessary to become a certified facilitator of the Transformational Breath technique. He has received many compliments on the balanced, nurturing male energy he brings to the session. His zeal for sharing the techniques of personal transformation through the breath can only be rivaled by the passion for his own journey of continual evolution towards deeper and more joyous integration of the physical, mental/emotional and spiritual dimensions of life.

Breathflow Wellness
Christian now lives by the motto, "As your breath flows, so your life flows," indicating the direct correlation between one's individual breathing pattern and the habitual way one finds oneself struggling or flowing with daily life. In order to facilitate this change, he started Breathflow Wellness; an entity dedicated to "enabling people to cope with their present stresses, heal their past traumas, and prosper & thrive into a future created from their dreams/positive intention." Christian believes that the optimal health of body, mind, and soul can be facilitated best through the basic elements of life, attunement with the breath (including meditation), optimal water source, basic good nutrition, and sunshine.

When not traveling throughout the country and abroad to share the gift of breath, Christian resides in the town of Encinitas, North San Diego County, California.

 

 

Message from Mary Jones:

 



 

 

 

 Perceptions, Thoughts and Words

 

Positive Perception Expands
To choose a point of perception, that of seeing the beauty and abundance that surrounds us, opens up aspects of reality that we did not see before.
Have you noticed that when you are in positive appreciation and gratitude, that you tend to notice more things in your environment that match this vibration, and the things that did not have such a luster, things...situations etc, all of a sudden take on a new light?

For example, going to the beach, walking on the sand, you suddenly notice all the “sparklies” in the sand, and as you look down the beach you see the sunlight light up the water, now full of dancing lights on the surface. Sparkling diamonds in the sand, dancing ribbons of light on the water, and then...you start to see all the beautiful shades of color, not just sandy brown and blue water and sky, but all the shades in between. Then to your amazement, as the waves cycle, the colors shift and move.

Calling all our energies from the past and the future into the present also helps us expand our ability to perceive more, and to manifest more powerfully.

Positive thoughts
Out children are great teachers, observe them. Focusing on our desires as a child does, with pure positive feeling, assists in attracting it to us. The simplicity of “I desire” without the trappings of how will I get it, when will it happen, am I worth it etc. is key.

In contrast, I have noticed that when I am feeling negative, my world shrinks, I become "myopic" I feel I have few or no choices, My field of vision narrows, and I miss seeing opportunities and solutions that are there in front of me. The abundant flow of the universe feels like it has slowed to a trickle.

All our words are a manifestation prayer, choose them carefully
Start every morning with knowing that today you are creating a new world with your thoughts and feelings, speak carefully chosen words that affirm the day as you choose it to be. Words we use are like speaking a manifesting prayer, summoning in reality.
I invite you to become aware of your words throughout the day, as a prayer, would you use them?

For your discernment. In Love and service, Mary Jones

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GUEST POEM by Maya Dolena

To Dance with Pele By Maya Dolena www.pelelani.com

HER life force flows as a river

To the welcoming sea

Creating new land

On the isle of Hawaii.

SHE invites so many

to partake in HER dance.

They come unconscious,

Asleep, in a trance.

To dance with Pele

There is a price.

Transformation is required,

SHE is precise!

SHE vibrates with energy

So very intense

To awaken your soul

To its true essence.

They came to HER house

Wielding a staff of pride

Mantled in ego,

With an arrogant stride.

To dance with Pele

There is a price.

Transformation is required,

SHE is so precise!

They laid at HER alter

So many complaints

Of mundane issues

As martyred saints.

They accepted the gifts

All given in love,

Little gratitude was shown

As SHE watched from above.

To dance with Pele

There is a price.

Transformation is required,

SHE is very precise!

They stood before HER

Irreverent and bold

Unaware of their purpose

And contract of old.

They came in resistance

Of going inside

To see who they are

without their false pride.

To dance with Pele

There is a price.

Transformation is required,

SHE is extremely precise!

Fears made them deny

What they contracted to do.

They projected on everyone

With blame and issues.

SHE spoke through her daughters

But they did not hear

Attached to their rightness

With salvation so near.

To dance with Pele

There is a price.

Transformation is required,

SHE is fiercely precise!

They prostituted transformation

For ego and bling,

Not knowing their loss

In exchange for gold rings.

They still have dreams

Of their ideal mate,

Not realizing a mirror match

Is truly their fate.

Unreleased Karma

More lifetimes of pain,

Unfulfilled dharma,

Oh what a shame!

Tears fell from HER eyes

For what they had lost

They will never know

How dearly it cost.

As SHE watched from above

SHE saw them run away

SHE sent them her love

Knowing they’ll return someday.

To dance with Pele

There is always price.

Transformation is required,

Nothing else will suffice!

With love from the island of Hawaii, the island of transformation.

Aloha,
Maya (Sylvia) Dolena
Certified Life Coach
Certified Tantra Educator
Gaiadon Heart Practitioner
Shaolin Energetics Practioner
"Those who live in a world of unlimited mindsets enjoy the ultimate of possibilities."
Join us in Hawaii for transformational Adventures www.mauigoddess.net

 

 

Guest Article by Zeyneb Umit Belbez

   

Here is another perspective expanding writing from a very special Doctor from Istanbul.
I had the honor of meeting her in Hawaii at Steve Rother’s week long Seminar in July of 07.

A CHAT


It’s true that I am a graduate of the prestigious Robert College, a board certified internist, a PhD student. These are my guest room identities. Whenever the guests leave, I kick them off like shoes which hurt my calluses. I have no shortage of identities, thank god. I’ve been a leftist, a pilgrim, and a drunkard. I’ve been Dear Ebby, cook, mom, granddaughter, bookworm, heavy worker, pianist, healer, gardener, always student, sometimes teacher... As best as I could. Enthusiastic, romantic, angry, idealist, serious, curious, depressive, practical, comic, adventurous... One by one, and holding tightly onto each one.

My daughter Nazli didn’t let The Complete Poems of E.E. Cummings off her hand. Not metaphorically, but literally. Carried it to restaurants, to friends’ homes, from Istanbul to Ankara on weekends. The book was a hardcover one, weighed about 4 pounds. I decided the child was using it as a dumbbell. I kept saying ‘What else is that book good for? This man doesn’t even know English!’; but then one day I happened to flip through the pages.

so many selves(so many fiends and gods
each greedier than every)is a man
(so easily one in another hides;
yet man can, being all, escape from none)
....

-how should a fool that calls him ‘‘I’’ presume
to comprehend not numerable whom?


Hmm... As I read, the weight of the girl’s dumbbell multiplied and sank deep down inside. I felt compelled to invite all my fiends and gods. I relaxed my grip and let go of those I was holding on tightly. Let them all exist, not one by one, but all together; side by side or one on top of the other. I expanded.

What happened? It was Good. It was good to be both young and old. Living simultaneously the enthusiasm of one, with what the other had accumulated throughout the years. The leftist and the pilgrim were after the same quest. The teacher was learning from teaching. The healer’s hands were playing with the same frequencies as the pianist’s.

This crowd blended together beautifully. And they started to grow and expand as they blended. Each by itself, and also, all altogether. Maybe because each shed her light on the shadow of the other. With the young one’s light, the old one could see her passion which remained young all along. What the old one reflected, helped the young one see her hidden potentials. All benefited from this merging. Most of all, the one who still kept calling herself ‘I’.

But then a side effect of this invitation emerged. The crowd started talking all at once. Not only those whom I have invited and accepted to ‘I’, but also those many others who were still on the waitlist. All want to have a say; want to step into light, to display themselves, to be seen. Do they want to get on stage for an applause? No, I don’t think they care about applauses. It is as if they want to be aware that they exist, by making known that they exist. So they started to tell their stories. Through ‘I’. Seeing that the crowd was getting larger and had no intention to shut up, and being ‘auntie, the storyteller’ wasn’t sufficient anymore, I decided to write.

Don’t say ‘so you now became a writer, after all them other identities’ No, that’s not true. I know my limits. All I know about writing is some basic grammar. And at those old days when time kept flowing lazily and we were sending our greetings by postcards instead of e-mails, I couldn’t even write greetings without a first and a second draft. Let’s not call it writing, but rather, carrying the chat from rooms to pages.
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Welcome to my page! Someone from my crowd will host you. Today the curious child would hop on the page, tomorrow the mom, whose motto is ‘set them free, let god take care’, would come by. Maybe the one who’s shouting ‘c’mon, get ready for the quantum leap’ or the one who’s dying to report the ordinary miracles of life would push the others back and come forward. How am I to know which one will appear when – I’ve set them all free and let them have their say.

Now, take the stories they tell, but don’t take them seriously. Take them and cut them to pieces, put them together again as to your liking, add more pieces from elsewhere and create a story which you would enjoy. Or play with them like children coloring painting books – joyfully coloring inside/outside the lines with your own colors. But they’ve got to be your own colors.

Because no matter which key this polyphonic crowd sounds, the recurring chorus of the song is always the same: Be yourself. One of them is hooked onto the poet of the dumbbell-like book: ‘the poet says- may I be I is the only prayer--not may I be great or good or beautiful or wise or strong’. Another one quotes a Hadith- ‘one who knows his self, knows his Lord’. The one who is crazy about such nonsense as the New Earth and multidimensionality, nonstop keeps saying: ‘get hold of your own power.’ The mom protests: ‘don’t push and pull them children around, would you? leave them free.’

See, they actually are no different from each other. It’s just so that there be diversity. Like life. Like Here- that some call the world of multiplicity.

Welcome here. We have all been welcomed here.

 

 

Guest Article by Leotha

   

 

“RECLAIM YOUR POWER”
…..From Past Relationships and Incidents!

Over the last several years it occurred to me while speaking with female friends and associates, how energy exchange between individuals can affect many aspects of our daily lives.

More than twenty years ago, I worked the day-shift in a county jail as a Sheriff Deputy, assigned to the medical module where inmates with mental health issues were housed. About one year later I came back from a two week vacation and was immediately confronted by the Family Nurse Practitioner and the Supervising Registered Nurse at the jail. They asked me if I would let them know when I scheduled another vacation. Well, I was very confused! I said, “Sure I will, but why do you want to know?” The Family Nurse Practitioner said, “Because we want to schedule our vacation during the time you are off”. Still not getting it, I said, “What do I have to do with when you decide to take vacation?”

Well, they explained to me how the stress level is much lower when I am on-duty. The inmates with mental health issues are much calmer when I am there. I heard compliments from medical, mental health and my supervisors about the difference I made in making their jobs easier, but, I really didn’t know what they were talking about. But, then again, I always worked alone; therefore, I never got to see how other Deputies communicated with inmates, I heard various stories and knew some of my peers whom I did not like being in their presence.

Several years later, as a Drug and Violence Prevention Specialist, I was perplexed by a female parent’s statement to several other parents during a school event. During a casual conversation, this parent said, “I don’t know what it is, but no matter how down I feel, all I need is ten minutes in Officer Douglas’ presence and I am feeling energized”.

As I recall, this parent just walked away, with the rest of us, especially me, wondering, “What did she mean by that?”.

It would be many years later that I learned how one’s presence (energy) may create a sense of peace, anxiety, confusion, anger, fear, guilt, etc. in another person.

During the late 1990’s I began to study “energy” and how it is transferred between individuals. One of my first ventures was to “clear” all my well meaning family’s (mom, dad, grand parents, etc.) energy from my body.

Several years ago I was in a group meeting when my body suddenly began to feel agitated as one of the participants (I will call her Shirley) began making suggestions to me about a question I had. The more Shirley spoke the more agitated I got, even when she was addressing someone else.

Now, I had known Shirley for about a year and knew her to be very compassionate, though provoking and a wonderful listener. I began to make myself wrong for feeling like I did not want to be in the same room with Shirley.

After the meeting I began to process my did-ease when I hear Shirley speak. I called a friend and discussed it, but no conclusion was made.

The next day while meditating on my dilemma with Shirley, it dawned on me, “Shirley’s energy was the same as my mother’s!” I asked myself, “What was I to learn from this revelation?”

The first thing they popped into my mind was, “Since I had forgiven my mom for whatever I had done to hurt or offend her and asked her to forgive me “soul to soul” (my mom was in advance stage of Alzheimer’s disease at the time). I had forgiven myself for feeling anger, guilt, sadness, frustration, shame, etc. for judging my mother.”

So, I thought, “What else am I missing regarding the energy of my mother coming up for me when I am in the presence of Shirley?”

I knew the importance of why we attract people into our lives, to mirror the things we don’t like about ourselves. Since we are programmed with our family’s well meaning beliefs and community norms at an early age, I wondered what pattern(s) I was still repeating.

I was well aware of the terms: “What I fear, I will attract. What I run from, I run into. If I continue to do what I have always done, I will continue to get what I have always gotten”.

Suddenly, a “light bulb went on” in my mind! I realized I was still in judgment of my mother!

I had learned how energy within my body reacts when I am in a place of love/neutrality and non-judgment (“Personal Power”), versus being in a place of fear (control, judgment, resentment, anger, guilt – “No Personal Power”).

I now realized the gift Shirley provided me by mirroring my mother’s energy! I was in gratitude for Shirley’s energy vibration reminding me that I was still living in the perception that all I had to do was practice moving others energy out of my body/space and I would be done with it. This experience with Shirley was just another reminder for me to always notice what “place” I am being in when anxiety energy began stirring inside me. Once I breathe into my heart and acknowledge, without judgment, the feeling that comes up and then send love energy to that place, the dis-ease subsides.

Though Shirley soon after moved from the area, I have not met anyone who has caused me to feel my mother’s energy come up within me since.

What I have noticed is the number of conversations I have had with females about how hard it is to stay in their “Personal Power” when they are in the presence of a domineering family member, ex-mate, friends that are addicted to drama, someone in authority, etc. These females mostly speak about feeling hopeless during their conversation or energetically drained after a conversation, whether in person or by phone.

I feel one major lesson these situations provide anyone is the opportunity to “Reclaim Your Power” by:
1. Resetting boundaries
2. Re-learning to stand in your “Personal Power” by stating what is so for you and how you feel about it
3. Requesting your needs be met….YES, putting yourself first! When you were a child you demanded your needs be met, until someone verbally, physically or energetically stopped you
4. Trusting your intuition
4. Taking time to be alone to give your energetic body and especially your heart, time to heal

Understand this shift in perception will cause your body to go into anxiety, but remember, we get to choose. We can choose to continue to do what we are accustom to, even though, deep down we know we deserve better. Or, we can choose to do whatever it takes to shift out of our feeling of powerlessness and energy-draining way of life.

Obviously, if one does choose to change what’s going on in their personal life, they need time. The ego mind will run many stories about why you should not change. Since our energetic body learns to accept as “normal” the issues that are playing out at this time, we must allow ourselves to be vulnerable by asking for assistance. Once we decide to change what’s going on in our life, the Natural Laws of the Universe began to support us.

As the saying goes, “We must shut the door behind us in order to allow the next door to open for us”. Another way of saying that is, “Once you decide to change/shift what’s going on with your life, people will show up to assist you. Yes, some people will disappear from your life, but you will attract others into your life to mirror more opportunities for you to expand even further.

I choose to look at relationships as “energetic contracts”. “Energetic contracts” provide personal growth opportunities through experiences (loving or painful) to learn from and grow. Once you feel the relationship no longer serves you or the other person, express your gratitude to the individual and move on. It’s your right to decide when the “energetic contract” is complete.

None of this happens overnight……remember, for years you have been absorbing the energy of well meaning family members and not-so-well meaning, spouse/mate(s), friends, associates, bosses, etc. With assistance/coaching, one can “Reclaim Their Personal Power”.


Leotha
Shamanic Practitioner and Intuitive Consultant
Email: dd4dfy@pacbell.net
760-846-2585

 

 

   

What's Happening at FGC :

 
   

Great things are happening here at Felicita Growth Center...

Ken Davis is returning from Australia and we will be honored to have more intimae "Meet the Artist" concerts here at the center, keep an eye on the calendar.

Ken Davis is the #1 ambient/Enviornmental music composer in Australia.

To see more of just how beautiful and lush many parts of Australia are, see this beautiful YouTube by Ken Davis, talented filmaker as well as acomplished composer has created: http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=vdUlLtNtPm4

Felicita Center is honored to carry a large selection of Ken Davis’s music.
You can purchase the full DVD of Waterfalls and other great Ken Davis titles from the Felicita Center.
If you purchase 2 Ken Davis CDS for $ 30.00 + shipping we will include the Beautiful Tai Chi Music CD Free. Contact Mary: 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com to place an order

*The Talking Circles are attracting many wonderful new healers, teachers and channels.
This is a marvelous opportunity to get to sample what others offer. Come and join us for evenings full of wonderful discovery and making new friends.
We will be featuring a special guest from time to time.
I am looking forward to having special guest Lydia Hammond at the April 26th meeting: http://wholisticlr.blogspot.com

 

*Anyone interested in working with the Felicita Community Garden this year? Contact Mary 760-294-4266 or E mail mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com


*We had a great time here with Simone Awhina!

What a beautiful voice and heart to match.
She gave a wonderful performance on April 4th, and her sound healing workshop on the 6th had a powerful effect on several that attended.

Here is a photo of her enjoying the Renaissance Faire, standing next to one of my friends that same weekend:

 

And oh what a joy to have Matt and Annie Kropman here!

These wonderful Lightworkers are living examples of how to walk in mastery in manifesting abundance in all good things.

As you can see....they met with the famous FC screaming chickens, the original and his replacement!


HEE! HEE!

 

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As you all know, those that present here are of the highest integrity and come

from their Heartspace.

I am so please to continue to offer such a high degree of excellence.

In order to continue this dream of offering a Heart/Home space for

Lightworkers to gather grow, and celebrate life together, we welcome any

donations, and/or suggestions.

This gracous retreat for the soul is a loving work in progress, maintaining a

space for Spiritual Community.

 

We have many more wonderful events in the works for this year!

If you have something you would like to see happening here at FGC, please let

me know!

E mail me at: mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com

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Notable Off-site Events:

 

May 25th Offsite event at Seaside Center for Spiritual Living:

May 25th, 2008

Mary Jones singing Heartsong and presenting a workshop at Seadside Center for Spiritual Living
in Encinitas, Ca.

Mary will be singing for both the 9am & 11am services, and will be presenting a workshop that afternoon from 1:30 to 4:30.
Cost $25.00.
Keep your eyes on the calendar for more details coming soon.

UPCOMING HEARTSONG VIBRATIONAL HEALING CONCERTS:

May 2nd at The Village Witch

May 22nd at Casa Kaliani look for more details soon!

June 1st In Las Vegas with Ken Davis

Heartsong concert in Las Vegas at the Desert Shores Racquet Club "Sail Club"

Mary Jones and Ken Davis will be performing a beautiful vibrational healing concert!
Ken is the #1 ambient music composer in Australia www.kendavismusic.com
This intimate gathering will create Sacred space for experiencing Divinely inspired music by Ken and Heartsong by Mary: languages both sung and spoken.
These angelic sounds act as a carrier wave for Divine Love.

Concert Cost: $20.00
RSVP & directions Charmaine: 702-251-8200

During Mary's stay in Las Vegas she will be available for private sessions at a separate location.

Private Heartsong Vibrational Healing sessions with Mary Jones:

You will experience Divinely inspired languages, both sung and spoken, and toning along with energy work. A CD of your session is included.
Cost: With Lightworker discount $99.00
Thru Heartsong, Sacred space is created for you and Source to come together in communion.


Contact Mary with any questions 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com


Contact Charmaine for details for both the concert and the private sessions: 702-251-8200

 


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Maria Yraceburu offsite events:

Join internationally acclaimed Native American evolutionist and author, Maria Yraceburu for unforgettable experiences in Spiritual and personal growth.

Click here to see Maria's calendar of events

Maria Naakai ts'iloose Yraceburu's name literally translates into "returning star" and "snake heart." Maria is an author and ceremonialist of the traditional snake medicine lineage (Tlish Diyan).

Maria heads FollowingAncestors and its nonprofit partner EarthWisdom (http://www.followingancestors.net), and is responsible for the continuance of the
sacred knowledge that has been passed from one generation to the next. She has been trained in tradition philosophy and discipline which projects responsible co-creation and life affirmation. When her grandfather died, she was sent to study with different traditions to learn the ancient earthways that they were preserving.

Maria authored Prayers and Meditations of the Quero Apache (Bear & Co., 2004), and Legends and Prophecies of the Quero Apache (Bear & Co., 2002), as a sharing of this sacred prophecy fulfillment with the world. She is recognized as one of four lineage carriers today.

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Who is the means of knowledge and life - lives in the 4 Directions, from where it enters into the HolyOnes gathered within the natural evolution of Changing Mother earth. All Our Relations... holy spirits and... given life and the capacity for thought and action by the powers of the WindWay Spirit. Thus our reality is created and the people of earth are attributed with the capacity for ya'odishiyo...from where we look out... thought transmission on the all pervading WindWay Spirit. All Our Relations are conscious and are capable of understanding. Human thought is guided and strengthened by initiation...

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The EarthWisdom Llama Human Resonance Programs:

These are EarthHealing Programs, conducted in San Diego county, for children, teens, adults and special needs kids. These programs offer indivdiuals an opportunity to interact with llamas, as well as gain self understanding and emotional growth.

For more information GO HERE

 

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I highly recommend: Jason Massai Tucker

 

Native American Ceremonialist, Church of EarthWisdom Priest,

Mental Health Acute Specialist, and Rehabilitation Therapist

Private sessions, Life Rites, Men's Groups, Eagle's Rite of Coming Home

Men and Boys Vision Quest, Psychology of hte Medicine Wheel.

DIscover how ancient lifestyle principles can enhance contemporary life!

To learn more go to: http://www.followingancestors.net/Jason_Massai_Tucker.html


 
 

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