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April , 2008
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What
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This monthly newsletter is a gift from me to you, please feel free
to pass it on, or offer feedback and comments. All the articles
and channels are here for your discernment and enjoyment.
Felicita Center offers seminars,
workshops, meditations, classes, channelings, concerts, and Native
American ceremony. Felicita Center is
also a dach'okaah goz'aa of the Church or Earth Wisdom, of the Tlish
Diyan Lineage, a 501 (c) 3 Spiritual organization. The resident
Okaah yedabik' ehi...Priest is Mary Jones, and the Spiritual founder
is Maria Yraceburu.
The Church of Earth Wisdom
offers programs designed to help you understand you are the dancer
and the dance, the creator and the creation, and unlimited vision
and health are yours merely by living within energetic patterns
of Earth cycles.
Following Ancestors Earth Wisdom non profit 501
(c) 3 vision community of the heart. http://www.followingancestors.net
This is a sacred space for Family to gather. ALL
EVENTS ARE RSVP ONLY
Go to the events page to see details of all events at www.felicitagrowthcenter.com
or click on the event title below.
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Special
Announcements and Upcoming Events:
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The Kekelt Llamas program for Youths
13 th 18
Meets monthly in Escondido at the Watson Llama farm:
If you know youth between the ages of 13 and 18 who are called
to connect with llamas and build self-esteem and resiliency, learn
effective communication and cooperation skills and practice conscious
decision making, please share with them the Kekelt program (Kekelt
means juvenile hawk in Quero Apache). Youth in the Kekelt program
will:
v Build self-worth and self-understanding
v Cultivate trust in relationships
v Become conscious of emotions and how to express them
v Learn how to be respectful of the boundaries of self and others
v Gain in self-understanding and in the understanding of others’
needs and motivations
v Learn about the care and nurturing of self and others
v Feel a strong sense of belonging in the world
v Develop a deep appreciation of all of life
v Increase acceptance and love of self
v Develop greater self-reliance and resiliency
v Gain confidence in communicating with peers, family members and
adults
By connecting to the llamas and the natural world, youth are able
to recognize their strengths, improve their communication skills
and build their emotional awareness and self-worth. Youth are innately
drawn to llamas as compassionate mentors. All children are connected
to the present moment when in the presence of llamas.
The llama's intuitive curiosity about humans can rebuild a child's
sense of self-worth, and hence, their well-being. It is a life-affirming
experience for a child to participate in a llama quest and to feel
a deep connection to these majestic creatures. For example, as children
share their heartfelt concerns with the llamas, they are touched
as the llamas listen attentively to their every word. Or as children
lie in a meadow at the ranch completely immersed in watching hawks
in flight, they are thrilled when they look up to discover that
they have been perfectly encircled by fascinated llamas who have
silently gathered to observe them.
The Kekelt program meets the first Saturday of the month from 11-3
at the Watson llama ranch in Escondido.
May3rd is the first meeting but youth are welcome
to join us any time.
Learn more by going to our website:
http://www.followingancestors.net/healing_files/llamateen.html
Please feel free to have parents/youth call or email Pryia with
questions and/or to RSVP. Her phone number is 858-699-5822.
Ongoing:
Heartsong Vibrational
Healing and Allignment sessions and CD now available...
Mary Jones Channeling Heartsong,
Spiritual Life Coach & Reiki Master
Vibrational
alignment sessions with Heartsong/Heartspeak
This is a vibrational healing tool for alignment
and personal revelation.
In these sessions together we create a space where
human and Source can come together in communion. Read what people
had to say after their private session by clicking
here.
Please contact me with any questions and to make an appointment
at 760-294-4266 or E-Mail mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
To sample CD and purchase click
here
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RSVP
REQUIRED FOR ALL EVENTS PLEASE
For updates and additions
go to the website events
calendar
For directions and RSVP
PLEASE: Mary 760-294-4266 or Mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
April
26th 7:30pm
Talking Circle:
Evenings of enlightened discussion, growth, channeling and healing

On our path of self discovery, we are opening up to our greater
Selves. As unique facets of the Divine, we all have our own ways
to shine, to express our individuality in how we live, think, feel,
and interact with the world, yet we all are part of the One.
In these evenings we have a sacred space to talk about all the
changes we are going thru as individuals, and globally. These are
evenings of sharing as well. I have the DVD player available for
sharing special films that focus on the topics many of us are wanting
to learn more about.
I want to provide a sacred space for all of us to continue to evolve,
at our own pace, in our own way, and to feel comfortable to share
their gifts of channeling healing & teaching. I feel a sense
of community is important, especially in these times. Come join
us!
Cost $5.00
Time: 7:30pm
May 2nd
Offsite
event: Heartsong vibrational Healing Concert
at The Village Witch click on this title for details

May 3rd 6pm
Beltane Ritual with Morgaine

Beltane
Suggested donation $10.00, and Potluck
RSVP Mary 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
Beltane is a major sabbat for Wiccans and is celebrated around
May 1 in the northern hemisphere and November 1 in the Southern
Hemisphere. Beltane has long been celebrated with feasts and rituals.
Beltane means fire of Bel; Belinos being one name for the Sun God,
whose coronation feast we now celebrate. In the old Celtic times,
young people would spend the entire night in the woods "A-Maying,"
and then dance around the phallic Maypole the next morning. Older
married couples were allowed to remove their wedding rings (and
the restrictions they imply) for this one night. It is legend that
children conceived at Beltane were gifted by the gods. May morning
is a magickal time for wild water (dew, flowing streams, and springs)
which is collected and used to bathe in for beauty, or to drink
for health. At this time, life is renewing itself. Birds and animals
are mating. In the fields, newly planted seeds are beginning to
grow. This is the time to fertilize your dreams with action.
In Ancient times on May Eve, the Druids would light the Beltane
fires on hilltops in order to bring the sun’s light down to
earth. Nine woods were used in the Beltane fires, Birch, Oak, Rowan,
Willow, Hawthorn, Hazel, Apple, Grapevine, Fir. When the wood burst
into flames, it proclaimed the triumph of the light over the dark
half of the year. People leap through the fires for blessing, healing
and protection. Cattle and other livestock were walked between bonfires
for the same reasons before being taken to their summer pastures.
When the fire died down, the embers were thrown among the sprouting
crops to protect them, while each household carried some back to
kindle a new fire in their hearth. Maypoles are erected and bright
ribbons are entwined around it. The Maypole, a phallic symbol, represents
the masculine. The soft, colorful ribbons represent the feminine.
Other May Day customs include: walking the circuit of one's property
('beating the bounds'), repairing fences and boundary markers, processions
of chimney-sweeps and milk maids, archery tournaments, morris dances,
sword dances, feasting, music, drinking, and maidens bathing their
faces in the dew of May morning to retain their youthful beauty.
This date has long been considered a 'power point' of the Zodiac,
and is symbolized by the Bull, one of the 'tetramorph' figures featured
on the Tarot cards, the World and the Wheel of Fortune. (The other
three symbols are the Lion, the Eagle, and the Spirit.) Astrologers
know these four figures as the symbols of the four 'fixed' signs
of the Zodiac (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius), and these naturally
align with the four Great Sabbats of Witchcraft.
In our ritual, we will light the Beltane fires and observe only
a symbolic great rite with sword and cauldron. The Lord and Lady
will be invoked in one couple for this rite. We will have ladies
dance around the maypole as the men drum. The Priestess will have
on hand instructions for a private Great Rite ritual and can discuss
it afterward with anyone who has questions. While this ritual is
written as family friendly, Beltane is a ritual celebrating life
and sexuality. It is recommended that you discuss this ritual with
children before you choose to bring them. Contact Morgaine (morgaine325@yahoo.com)
with any questions, prior to arriving.
May 17th
Breathflow
Experiential workshop click on this title for details

With Christian Minson
May 20th 7:00pm
Naylin Lage and the Remembrance Channel by Maria Yraceburu
$25 Felicita Growth Center Escondido CA 92078 Call Mary @ 760-294-4266
or email mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com to RSVP* and receive directions
Join internationally acclaimed Native American evolutionist and
author Maria Yraceburu for Naylin Lage and the Remembrance, an extraordinary
channel inspired by the cyclic time of Rainbow Serpent Prophecies.
Heralded as one of Maria's most powerful presentations great grandmother
Naylin Lage gives information that provides confirmation and guidance
in the most down to earth manner available.
Maria Naakai ts'iloose Yraceburu's name literally translates into
"returning star " and "snake heart. "
Maria is an author and ceremonialist of the traditional snake medicine
lineage Tlish Diyan .
Maria heads FollowingAncestors and its nonprofit partner EarthWisdom
http: /www.followingancestors.net and is responsible for the continuance
of the sacred knowledge that has been passed from one generation
to the next.
She has been trained in tradition philosophy and discipline which
projects responsible co-creation and life affirmation.
When her grandfather died she was sent to study with different traditions
to learn the ancient earthways that they were preserving.
Maria authored Prayers and Meditations of the Quero Apache Bear
& Co. 2004 and Legends and Prophecies of the Quero Apache Bear
& Co. 2002 as a sharing of this sacred prophecy fulfillment
with the world. She is recognized as one of four lineage carriers
today.
Her website: www.followingancestors.net
May 22nd

7:00pm Heartsong Concert at
Felicita Growth Center in San Diego
This evening Join Mary Jones, singer of Heartsong for an evening
of vibrational healing and alignment.
This intimate gathering will create Sacred space for experiencing
the Divinely inspired languages both sung and spoken, acting as
a carrier wave for Divine Love.
Cost: $20.00
Contact Mary for RSVP (important as space is limited) and directions
760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
May 24th
Talking Circle:
Evenings of enlightened discussion, growth, channeling and healing
RSVP Please
On our path of self discovery, we are opening up to our greater
Selves. As unique facets of the Divine, we all have our own ways
to shine, to express our individuality in how we live, think, feel,
and interact with the world, yet we all are part of the One.
In these evenings we have a sacred space to talk about all the
changes we are going thru as individuals, and globallyThese are
evenings of sharing as well. I have the DVD player available for
sharing special films that focus on the topics many of us are wanting
to learn more about.
I want to provide a sacred space for all of us to continue to evolve,
at our own pace, in our own way, and to feel comfortable to share
their gifts of channeling healing & teaching. I feel a sense
of community is important, especially in these times. Come join
us!
Cost $5.00
Time: 7:30pm
For directions and RSVP PLEASE: Mary 760-294-4266 or Mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
May 25th
Heartsong Workshop
To further enlighten regarding the power of voice in healing and
connection to the Divine.
This will be an interactive workshop, including the exploration
of self healing with sound.
Mary wil also be singing Heartsong
for Seaside Center for Spiritual Living in Encinitas for their 9
am & 11am services (Healing call to worship).
Time: 1:30 to 4:30
Location: Seaside Center for Spiritual Living in Encinitas
Cost: $25.00
For registration and payment details go to: www.seasidechurch.org
1613 Lake Dr, Encinitas - (760) 753-5786
For questions about the workshop contact Mary at 760-294-4266
or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
June 1st
Heartsong concert in Las Vegas
at the Desert Shores Racquet Club "Sail Club"
Ken Davis and Mary Jones
will be performing a beautiful vibrational healing concert!
Ken is the #1 ambient music composer in Australia www.kendavismusic.com
here for a limited time in the USA.
This intimate gathering will create Sacred space for experiencing
beautiful Divinely inspired music by Ken and Heartsong by Mary:
languages both sung and spoken.
These angelic sounds act as a carrier wave for Divine Love.
Cost: $20.00
RSVP & directions Charmaine: 702-251-8200
During Mary's stay in Las Vegas she will be available for Heartsong
private sessions at a separate location.
Private Heartsong sessions in Las
Vegas:
You will experience Divinely inspired languages, both sung and spoken,
and toning along with energy work. A CD of your session is included.
Cost: With Lightworker discount $99.00
Thru Heartsong, Sacred space is created for you and Source to come
together in communion.
Contact Mary with any questions 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
Contact Charmaine for details for both the concert and the private
sessions: 702-251-8200
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Notable
Lightworker Christian Minson
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I met this wonderful healing facilitator in Encinitas, thru a dear
friend of mine, Ken Davis.
Christian has been a pleasure to get to know. His presence is one
that radiates peace and alignment with Divine purpose.
I look forward to hosting his workshop this coming May 17th!
Mary Jones
Founder and Director of Felicita Growth Center
Bio for R. Christian Minson, Certified Transformational Breath Facilitator
R. Christian is a Certified Transformational Breath Facilitator
dedicated to serving the needs of all people in physical, mental/emotional
or spiritual distress. His emerging mission is to encourage others
to fully express their innermost passion, through his own example
and use of the tools and techniques he has garnered over the years.
Monastic Life and the Breath
From early in life Christian was drawn to seek “something
more” out of life, often finding disappointment in material
experiences that promised much, but delivered little. This led him
to join one of the branches of the ancient Swami Order, brought
to the west by Paramahansa Yogananda. For 10 years Christian served
as a monastic, formally dedicating himself to the study and practice
of meditation techniques that focused on the breath and its affect
on human consciousness and divine potential. His practiced the techniques
for an average of 4 1/2 hours a day.
Transformational Breathing
Christian’s introduction to the technique of Transformational
Breathing coincided with the major life decision to transition out
of the ashram/monastery and back into the world. The technique was
such a godsend for helping him through the difficult emotional process
of this transition, and such a natural extension of his previous
study that the desire grew in him to share this gift with any and
everyone that was receptive.
Christian studied directly under Dr. Judith Kravitz, co-developer
of the Transformational Breath technique, and founder of the Transformational
Breath Foundation. He took the fast track to acquiring all the training
and practicum hours under Judith necessary to become a certified
facilitator of the Transformational Breath technique. He has received
many compliments on the balanced, nurturing male energy he brings
to the session. His zeal for sharing the techniques of personal
transformation through the breath can only be rivaled by the passion
for his own journey of continual evolution towards deeper and more
joyous integration of the physical, mental/emotional and spiritual
dimensions of life.
Breathflow Wellness
Christian now lives by the motto, "As your breath flows, so
your life flows," indicating the direct correlation between
one's individual breathing pattern and the habitual way one finds
oneself struggling or flowing with daily life. In order to facilitate
this change, he started Breathflow Wellness; an entity dedicated
to "enabling people to cope with their present stresses, heal
their past traumas, and prosper & thrive into a future created
from their dreams/positive intention." Christian believes that
the optimal health of body, mind, and soul can be facilitated best
through the basic elements of life, attunement with the breath (including
meditation), optimal water source, basic good nutrition, and sunshine.
When not traveling throughout the country and abroad to share the
gift of breath, Christian resides in the town of Encinitas, North
San Diego County, California.
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Message from Mary Jones:
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Perceptions, Thoughts and Words
Positive Perception Expands
To choose a point of perception, that of seeing the beauty and abundance
that surrounds us, opens up aspects of reality that we did not see
before.
Have you noticed that when you are in positive appreciation and
gratitude, that you tend to notice more things in your environment
that match this vibration, and the things that did not have such
a luster, things...situations etc, all of a sudden take on a new
light?
For example, going to the beach, walking on the sand, you suddenly
notice all the “sparklies” in the sand, and as you look
down the beach you see the sunlight light up the water, now full
of dancing lights on the surface. Sparkling diamonds in the sand,
dancing ribbons of light on the water, and then...you start to see
all the beautiful shades of color, not just sandy brown and blue
water and sky, but all the shades in between. Then to your amazement,
as the waves cycle, the colors shift and move.
Calling all our energies from the past and the future into the
present also helps us expand our ability to perceive more, and to
manifest more powerfully.
Positive thoughts
Out children are great teachers, observe them. Focusing on our desires
as a child does, with pure positive feeling, assists in attracting
it to us. The simplicity of “I desire” without the trappings
of how will I get it, when will it happen, am I worth it etc. is
key.
In contrast, I have noticed that when I am feeling negative, my
world shrinks, I become "myopic" I feel I have few or
no choices, My field of vision narrows, and I miss seeing opportunities
and solutions that are there in front of me. The abundant flow of
the universe feels like it has slowed to a trickle.
All our words are a manifestation prayer, choose them carefully
Start every morning with knowing that today you are creating a new
world with your thoughts and feelings, speak carefully chosen words
that affirm the day as you choose it to be. Words we use are like
speaking a manifesting prayer, summoning in reality.
I invite you to become aware of your words throughout the day, as
a prayer, would you use them?
For your discernment. In Love and service, Mary Jones
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GUEST POEM by Maya Dolena
To Dance with Pele By Maya Dolena www.pelelani.com

HER life force flows as a river
To the welcoming sea
Creating new land
On the isle of Hawaii.
SHE invites so many
to partake in HER dance.
They come unconscious,
Asleep, in a trance.
To dance with Pele
There is a price.
Transformation is required,
SHE is precise!
SHE vibrates with energy
So very intense
To awaken your soul
To its true essence.
They came to HER house
Wielding a staff of pride
Mantled in ego,
With an arrogant stride.
To dance with Pele
There is a price.
Transformation is required,
SHE is so precise!
They laid at HER alter
So many complaints
Of mundane issues
As martyred saints.
They accepted the gifts
All given in love,
Little gratitude was shown
As SHE watched from above.
To dance with Pele
There is a price.
Transformation is required,
SHE is very precise!
They stood before HER
Irreverent and bold
Unaware of their purpose
And contract of old.
They came in resistance
Of going inside
To see who they are
without their false pride.
To dance with Pele
There is a price.
Transformation is required,
SHE is extremely precise!
Fears made them deny
What they contracted to do.
They projected on everyone
With blame and issues.
SHE spoke through her daughters
But they did not hear
Attached to their rightness
With salvation so near.
To dance with Pele
There is a price.
Transformation is required,
SHE is fiercely precise!
They prostituted transformation
For ego and bling,
Not knowing their loss
In exchange for gold rings.
They still have dreams
Of their ideal mate,
Not realizing a mirror match
Is truly their fate.
Unreleased Karma
More lifetimes of pain,
Unfulfilled dharma,
Oh what a shame!
Tears fell from HER eyes
For what they had lost
They will never know
How dearly it cost.
As SHE watched from above
SHE saw them run away
SHE sent them her love
Knowing they’ll return someday.
To dance with Pele
There is always price.
Transformation is required,
Nothing else will suffice!
With love from the island of Hawaii, the island of transformation.
Aloha,
Maya (Sylvia) Dolena
Certified Life Coach
Certified Tantra Educator
Gaiadon Heart Practitioner
Shaolin Energetics Practioner
"Those who live in a world of unlimited mindsets enjoy the
ultimate of possibilities."
Join us in Hawaii for transformational Adventures www.mauigoddess.net
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Guest
Article by Zeyneb Umit Belbez
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Here is another perspective expanding writing from a very special
Doctor from Istanbul.
I had the honor of meeting her in Hawaii at Steve Rother’s
week long Seminar in July of 07.
A CHAT
It’s true that I am a graduate of the prestigious Robert College,
a board certified internist, a PhD student. These are my guest room
identities. Whenever the guests leave, I kick them off like shoes
which hurt my calluses. I have no shortage of identities, thank
god. I’ve been a leftist, a pilgrim, and a drunkard. I’ve
been Dear Ebby, cook, mom, granddaughter, bookworm, heavy worker,
pianist, healer, gardener, always student, sometimes teacher...
As best as I could. Enthusiastic, romantic, angry, idealist, serious,
curious, depressive, practical, comic, adventurous... One by one,
and holding tightly onto each one.
My daughter Nazli didn’t let The Complete Poems of E.E. Cummings
off her hand. Not metaphorically, but literally. Carried it to restaurants,
to friends’ homes, from Istanbul to Ankara on weekends. The
book was a hardcover one, weighed about 4 pounds. I decided the
child was using it as a dumbbell. I kept saying ‘What else
is that book good for? This man doesn’t even know English!’;
but then one day I happened to flip through the pages.
so many selves(so many fiends and gods
each greedier than every)is a man
(so easily one in another hides;
yet man can, being all, escape from none)
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-how should a fool that calls him ‘‘I’’
presume
to comprehend not numerable whom?
Hmm... As I read, the weight of the girl’s dumbbell multiplied
and sank deep down inside. I felt compelled to invite all my fiends
and gods. I relaxed my grip and let go of those I was holding on
tightly. Let them all exist, not one by one, but all together; side
by side or one on top of the other. I expanded.
What happened? It was Good. It was good to be both young and old.
Living simultaneously the enthusiasm of one, with what the other
had accumulated throughout the years. The leftist and the pilgrim
were after the same quest. The teacher was learning from teaching.
The healer’s hands were playing with the same frequencies
as the pianist’s.
This crowd blended together beautifully. And they started to grow
and expand as they blended. Each by itself, and also, all altogether.
Maybe because each shed her light on the shadow of the other. With
the young one’s light, the old one could see her passion which
remained young all along. What the old one reflected, helped the
young one see her hidden potentials. All benefited from this merging.
Most of all, the one who still kept calling herself ‘I’.
But then a side effect of this invitation emerged. The crowd started
talking all at once. Not only those whom I have invited and accepted
to ‘I’, but also those many others who were still on
the waitlist. All want to have a say; want to step into light, to
display themselves, to be seen. Do they want to get on stage for
an applause? No, I don’t think they care about applauses.
It is as if they want to be aware that they exist, by making known
that they exist. So they started to tell their stories. Through
‘I’. Seeing that the crowd was getting larger and had
no intention to shut up, and being ‘auntie, the storyteller’
wasn’t sufficient anymore, I decided to write.
Don’t say ‘so you now became a writer, after all them
other identities’ No, that’s not true. I know my limits.
All I know about writing is some basic grammar. And at those old
days when time kept flowing lazily and we were sending our greetings
by postcards instead of e-mails, I couldn’t even write greetings
without a first and a second draft. Let’s not call it writing,
but rather, carrying the chat from rooms to pages.
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Welcome to my page! Someone from my crowd will host you. Today the
curious child would hop on the page, tomorrow the mom, whose motto
is ‘set them free, let god take care’, would come by.
Maybe the one who’s shouting ‘c’mon, get ready
for the quantum leap’ or the one who’s dying to report
the ordinary miracles of life would push the others back and come
forward. How am I to know which one will appear when – I’ve
set them all free and let them have their say.
Now, take the stories they tell, but don’t take them seriously.
Take them and cut them to pieces, put them together again as to
your liking, add more pieces from elsewhere and create a story which
you would enjoy. Or play with them like children coloring painting
books – joyfully coloring inside/outside the lines with your
own colors. But they’ve got to be your own colors.
Because no matter which key this polyphonic crowd sounds, the recurring
chorus of the song is always the same: Be yourself. One of them
is hooked onto the poet of the dumbbell-like book: ‘the poet
says- may I be I is the only prayer--not may I be great or good
or beautiful or wise or strong’. Another one quotes a Hadith-
‘one who knows his self, knows his Lord’. The one who
is crazy about such nonsense as the New Earth and multidimensionality,
nonstop keeps saying: ‘get hold of your own power.’
The mom protests: ‘don’t push and pull them children
around, would you? leave them free.’
See, they actually are no different from each other. It’s
just so that there be diversity. Like life. Like Here- that some
call the world of multiplicity.
Welcome here. We have all been welcomed here.
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Guest
Article by Leotha
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“RECLAIM YOUR POWER”
…..From Past Relationships and Incidents!
Over the last several years it occurred to me while speaking with
female friends and associates, how energy exchange between individuals
can affect many aspects of our daily lives.
More than twenty years ago, I worked the day-shift in a county
jail as a Sheriff Deputy, assigned to the medical module where inmates
with mental health issues were housed. About one year later I came
back from a two week vacation and was immediately confronted by
the Family Nurse Practitioner and the Supervising Registered Nurse
at the jail. They asked me if I would let them know when I scheduled
another vacation. Well, I was very confused! I said, “Sure
I will, but why do you want to know?” The Family Nurse Practitioner
said, “Because we want to schedule our vacation during the
time you are off”. Still not getting it, I said, “What
do I have to do with when you decide to take vacation?”
Well, they explained to me how the stress level is much lower when
I am on-duty. The inmates with mental health issues are much calmer
when I am there. I heard compliments from medical, mental health
and my supervisors about the difference I made in making their jobs
easier, but, I really didn’t know what they were talking about.
But, then again, I always worked alone; therefore, I never got to
see how other Deputies communicated with inmates, I heard various
stories and knew some of my peers whom I did not like being in their
presence.
Several years later, as a Drug and Violence Prevention Specialist,
I was perplexed by a female parent’s statement to several
other parents during a school event. During a casual conversation,
this parent said, “I don’t know what it is, but no matter
how down I feel, all I need is ten minutes in Officer Douglas’
presence and I am feeling energized”.
As I recall, this parent just walked away, with the rest of us,
especially me, wondering, “What did she mean by that?”.
It would be many years later that I learned how one’s presence
(energy) may create a sense of peace, anxiety, confusion, anger,
fear, guilt, etc. in another person.
During the late 1990’s I began to study “energy”
and how it is transferred between individuals. One of my first ventures
was to “clear” all my well meaning family’s (mom,
dad, grand parents, etc.) energy from my body.
Several years ago I was in a group meeting when my body suddenly
began to feel agitated as one of the participants (I will call her
Shirley) began making suggestions to me about a question I had.
The more Shirley spoke the more agitated I got, even when she was
addressing someone else.
Now, I had known Shirley for about a year and knew her to be very
compassionate, though provoking and a wonderful listener. I began
to make myself wrong for feeling like I did not want to be in the
same room with Shirley.
After the meeting I began to process my did-ease when I hear Shirley
speak. I called a friend and discussed it, but no conclusion was
made.
The next day while meditating on my dilemma with Shirley, it dawned
on me, “Shirley’s energy was the same as my mother’s!”
I asked myself, “What was I to learn from this revelation?”
The first thing they popped into my mind was, “Since I had
forgiven my mom for whatever I had done to hurt or offend her and
asked her to forgive me “soul to soul” (my mom was in
advance stage of Alzheimer’s disease at the time). I had forgiven
myself for feeling anger, guilt, sadness, frustration, shame, etc.
for judging my mother.”
So, I thought, “What else am I missing regarding the energy
of my mother coming up for me when I am in the presence of Shirley?”
I knew the importance of why we attract people into our lives,
to mirror the things we don’t like about ourselves. Since
we are programmed with our family’s well meaning beliefs and
community norms at an early age, I wondered what pattern(s) I was
still repeating.
I was well aware of the terms: “What I fear, I will attract.
What I run from, I run into. If I continue to do what I have always
done, I will continue to get what I have always gotten”.
Suddenly, a “light bulb went on” in my mind! I realized
I was still in judgment of my mother!
I had learned how energy within my body reacts when I am in a place
of love/neutrality and non-judgment (“Personal Power”),
versus being in a place of fear (control, judgment, resentment,
anger, guilt – “No Personal Power”).
I now realized the gift Shirley provided me by mirroring my mother’s
energy! I was in gratitude for Shirley’s energy vibration
reminding me that I was still living in the perception that all
I had to do was practice moving others energy out of my body/space
and I would be done with it. This experience with Shirley was just
another reminder for me to always notice what “place”
I am being in when anxiety energy began stirring inside me. Once
I breathe into my heart and acknowledge, without judgment, the feeling
that comes up and then send love energy to that place, the dis-ease
subsides.
Though Shirley soon after moved from the area, I have not met anyone
who has caused me to feel my mother’s energy come up within
me since.
What I have noticed is the number of conversations I have had with
females about how hard it is to stay in their “Personal Power”
when they are in the presence of a domineering family member, ex-mate,
friends that are addicted to drama, someone in authority, etc. These
females mostly speak about feeling hopeless during their conversation
or energetically drained after a conversation, whether in person
or by phone.
I feel one major lesson these situations provide anyone is the
opportunity to “Reclaim Your Power” by:
1. Resetting boundaries
2. Re-learning to stand in your “Personal Power” by
stating what is so for you and how you feel about it
3. Requesting your needs be met….YES, putting yourself first!
When you were a child you demanded your needs be met, until someone
verbally, physically or energetically stopped you
4. Trusting your intuition
4. Taking time to be alone to give your energetic body and especially
your heart, time to heal
Understand this shift in perception will cause your body to go
into anxiety, but remember, we get to choose. We can choose to continue
to do what we are accustom to, even though, deep down we know we
deserve better. Or, we can choose to do whatever it takes to shift
out of our feeling of powerlessness and energy-draining way of life.
Obviously, if one does choose to change what’s going on in
their personal life, they need time. The ego mind will run many
stories about why you should not change. Since our energetic body
learns to accept as “normal” the issues that are playing
out at this time, we must allow ourselves to be vulnerable by asking
for assistance. Once we decide to change what’s going on in
our life, the Natural Laws of the Universe began to support us.
As the saying goes, “We must shut the door behind us in order
to allow the next door to open for us”. Another way of saying
that is, “Once you decide to change/shift what’s going
on with your life, people will show up to assist you. Yes, some
people will disappear from your life, but you will attract others
into your life to mirror more opportunities for you to expand even
further.
I choose to look at relationships as “energetic contracts”.
“Energetic contracts” provide personal growth opportunities
through experiences (loving or painful) to learn from and grow.
Once you feel the relationship no longer serves you or the other
person, express your gratitude to the individual and move on. It’s
your right to decide when the “energetic contract” is
complete.
None of this happens overnight……remember, for years
you have been absorbing the energy of well meaning family members
and not-so-well meaning, spouse/mate(s), friends, associates, bosses,
etc. With assistance/coaching, one can “Reclaim Their Personal
Power”.
Leotha
Shamanic Practitioner and Intuitive Consultant
Email: dd4dfy@pacbell.net
760-846-2585
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Happening at FGC :
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Great things are happening here at Felicita Growth
Center...
Ken Davis is returning from Australia and we will be honored to
have more intimae "Meet the Artist" concerts here at the
center, keep an eye on the calendar.
Ken Davis is the #1 ambient/Enviornmental music
composer in Australia.
To see more of just how beautiful and lush many parts of Australia
are, see this beautiful YouTube by Ken Davis, talented filmaker
as well as acomplished composer has created: http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=vdUlLtNtPm4
Felicita Center is honored to carry a large selection of Ken Davis’s
music.
You can purchase the full DVD of Waterfalls and other great Ken
Davis titles from the Felicita Center.
If you purchase 2 Ken Davis CDS for $ 30.00 + shipping we will include
the Beautiful Tai Chi Music CD Free. Contact Mary: 760-294-4266
or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com to place an order
*The Talking Circles are attracting many wonderful
new healers, teachers and channels.
This is a marvelous opportunity to get to sample what others offer.
Come and join us for evenings full of wonderful discovery and making
new friends.
We will be featuring a special guest from time to time.
I am looking forward to having special guest Lydia Hammond at the
April 26th meeting: http://wholisticlr.blogspot.com
*Anyone interested in working with the Felicita Community Garden
this year? Contact Mary 760-294-4266 or E mail mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
*We had a great time here with Simone Awhina!
What a beautiful voice and heart to match.
She gave a wonderful performance on April 4th, and her sound healing
workshop on the 6th had a powerful effect on several that attended.
Here is a photo of her enjoying the Renaissance Faire, standing
next to one of my friends that same weekend:
And oh what a joy to have Matt and Annie Kropman
here!
These wonderful Lightworkers are living examples of how to walk
in mastery in manifesting abundance in all good things.
As you can see....they met with the famous FC screaming chickens,
the original and his replacement!

HEE! HEE!
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As
you all know, those that present here are of the highest integrity
and come
from their Heartspace.
I am so please to continue to offer such a high degree of excellence.
In
order to continue this dream of offering a Heart/Home space for
Lightworkers to gather grow, and celebrate life together, we welcome
any
donations, and/or suggestions.
This
gracous retreat for the soul is a loving work in progress, maintaining
a
space for Spiritual Community.
We have many
more wonderful events in the works for this year!
If you have something you
would like to see happening here at FGC, please let
me know!
E mail me at: mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
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Notable
Off-site Events:
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May 25th Offsite event
at Seaside Center for Spiritual Living:
May 25th, 2008
Mary Jones singing Heartsong and presenting a workshop at Seadside
Center for Spiritual Living
in Encinitas, Ca.
Mary will be singing for both the
9am & 11am services, and will be presenting a workshop that
afternoon from 1:30 to 4:30.
Cost $25.00.
Keep your eyes on the calendar for more details coming soon.
UPCOMING HEARTSONG VIBRATIONAL
HEALING CONCERTS:
May 2nd at The Village
Witch
May 22nd at Casa Kaliani
look for more details soon!
June 1st In Las Vegas with Ken Davis
Heartsong concert in Las Vegas at the Desert Shores Racquet Club
"Sail Club"
Mary Jones and Ken Davis will be performing a beautiful vibrational
healing concert!
Ken is the #1 ambient music composer in Australia www.kendavismusic.com
This intimate gathering will create Sacred space for experiencing
Divinely inspired music by Ken and Heartsong by Mary: languages
both sung and spoken.
These angelic sounds act as a carrier wave for Divine Love.
Concert Cost: $20.00
RSVP & directions Charmaine: 702-251-8200
During Mary's stay in Las Vegas she will be available for private
sessions at a separate location.
Private Heartsong Vibrational Healing sessions with Mary Jones:
You will experience Divinely inspired languages, both sung and
spoken, and toning along with energy work. A CD of your session
is included.
Cost: With Lightworker discount $99.00
Thru Heartsong, Sacred space is created for you and Source to come
together in communion.
Contact Mary with any questions 760-294-4266 or mary@felicitagrowthcenter.com
Contact Charmaine for details for both the concert and the private
sessions: 702-251-8200
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Maria Yraceburu offsite events:
Join internationally acclaimed Native American evolutionist
and author, Maria Yraceburu for unforgettable experiences in Spiritual
and personal growth.
Click here to see Maria's calendar
of events
Maria Naakai ts'iloose Yraceburu's name literally translates into
"returning star" and "snake heart." Maria is
an author and ceremonialist of the traditional snake medicine lineage
(Tlish Diyan).
Maria heads FollowingAncestors and its nonprofit partner EarthWisdom
(http://www.followingancestors.net),
and is responsible for the continuance of the
sacred knowledge that has been passed from one generation to the
next. She has been trained in tradition philosophy and discipline
which projects responsible co-creation and life affirmation. When
her grandfather died, she was sent to study with different traditions
to learn the ancient earthways that they were preserving.
Maria authored Prayers and Meditations of the Quero Apache (Bear
& Co., 2004), and Legends and Prophecies of the Quero Apache
(Bear & Co., 2002), as a sharing of this sacred prophecy fulfillment
with the world. She is recognized as one of four lineage carriers
today.
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Who is the means of knowledge and life - lives in the 4 Directions,
from where it enters into the HolyOnes gathered within the natural
evolution of Changing Mother earth. All Our Relations... holy spirits
and... given life and the capacity for thought and action by the
powers of the WindWay Spirit. Thus our reality is created and the
people of earth are attributed with the capacity for ya'odishiyo...from
where we look out... thought transmission on the all pervading WindWay
Spirit. All Our Relations are conscious and are capable of understanding.
Human thought is guided and strengthened by initiation...
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The EarthWisdom Llama Human
Resonance Programs:
These are EarthHealing Programs, conducted in San Diego county,
for children, teens, adults and special needs kids. These programs
offer indivdiuals an opportunity to interact with llamas, as well
as gain self understanding and emotional growth.
For more information GO
HERE
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I highly recommend: Jason
Massai Tucker
Native
American Ceremonialist, Church of EarthWisdom Priest,
Mental
Health Acute Specialist, and Rehabilitation Therapist
Private sessions,
Life Rites, Men's Groups, Eagle's Rite of Coming Home
Men and Boys Vision Quest, Psychology of hte Medicine Wheel.
DIscover how ancient
lifestyle principles can enhance contemporary life!
To
learn more go to:
http://www.followingancestors.net/Jason_Massai_Tucker.html
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